New, Life perspective

I may not be the best example in life, but maybe it'd be different if I had a better example myself.

Or maybe i should've paid more attention to the lessons people try to teach me..

In all honesty though I can truly say the good in me comes from my dad, So in this post i'd just like to thank him for that much, if not for much at least keeping me sane.(:

Also my engagement is off, I've decided to work on myself and then later move to a commitment!

Summer (:

Haha summer is finally and officially here. But how is it that the second day of summer is so cold.? Lol especially here in Nevada... but anyways summer has got to be my favorite season (: the only difference this year is I'm not spending it with my amazing sisters. They're the ones I spend every summer with except this year.. oh how I miss them dearly but I'm sure we will all still have just as much fun. Just wish were all together again(:

Obama! Irritation..

This is just my opinion.. but if I didn't know better I'd say Obama is trying to use gay marriage to his advantage.. don't get me wrong I support love in any form but what I will not support is Obama using something he doesn't believe in.. to get an advantage on his vote poll! I mean seriously Obama could do better than that.. I don't think Obama really cares for gay marriage because when he was elected in 2008 he said differently! Also back then all he cared about was getting the pot heads attention and it is still not legal so its very apparent he is pushing out lies to get votes! But come on people we can see past all his BS and vote him out right.?

The part of life - The engagement.

It's truly happening, and I couldn't be happier. But what quite a few people need to realize is that I can't get married until I'm 18. But none the less its none of their business anyways. If your in love you get married that's just the way it is. I'm just glad to have found the one who truly cares enough to take time out of his day just to make me smile(:  so no matter what anyone says we can't be torn down no matter how hard they try.

Paine / Final Fantasy 10/2

 My all time favorite charcter from FF10/2 lovee itttt

Reflection

You stare at yourself in the shattered mirror with eyes as dark as night, and skin so pale like moonlight.

You wish to see someone who's eyes are not sorrowful and who's milky skin is not covered with scars.

A pond perhaps may serve as a better mirror. A mirror that can not be broken or tossed in the trash,

Only drained of all its water as time passes. Of course, the water the water will fluctuate. At points it will be shallow, over flowing it's banks, filled with raging waves, or calm and smooth. But this mirrors glass cannot be replaced. When broken not all is lost.

-Jennifer Patrick

Flow of life. A poem by my brother.

Flow of life. 

There is a flow of life which you cannot fight.

You must travel through it's darkness and light.

It will take you in and swallow you whole.

It will stretch your spirit thin, and blind your soul.

It can be deceiving and cruel, 

But that's what makes it so very cool.

I love surprises, and life's the biggest one.

Never knowing what's next, oh , It's so much fun.

Which roads will you take?

And which road will you make?

You haven't a clue, though, you may think you do.

When I'm gone this is what I'll miss

because it's true what they say,

"ignore is bliss!"

- Liam Amon VonBerks